It's OK

Hey Y'all,  It's OKAY........
...That I have been MIA for a few day
...BUT today this is my second post
...it has NOT been my favorite week
...College is SO TOO expensive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...I still have NOT ordered my books for my class that starts Tuesday {and which I also have homework and a Test scheduled and due my first night of class ALREADY..yes already and it hasn't even started...
...I have been "writing" some "great" post in my head at like 2:30 AM each night/morning this week when I am laying in bed half asleep
...I can NEVER really remember those "great" ideas when I get out of the bed
...The Scripture/Faith Challenge has been SUCH a Blessing
...I am having "pre-birthday anxiety" I am not ready to turn 30
...I hate I still struggle SO much with self image.  Why can't I just get over it or accept myself already. God loves me just as I am..why can't I?
...I wish I had a maid {or at least a dishwasher}
...I cannot write worth a hoot...period...Just wanted everyone to know I am fully aware.. still I continue to write
...I love how this post allows me to get things off my mind